tbh im really quite worriedthat my sight may never return properly to the way it was ,if it does not get any better im screwed tbh as i cant drive or work as i am seriously im f***** ,that is quite a sobering thought ,so i have to do my best
my mother was 70 on monday she went away sunday dinner until mid day today to the cotswolds with my sister (pre booked) i made her go as she does not have hollidays and she wanted to stay at home and visit me ,the last time she had a break was a few years ago with us for a weekend after my father died ,to see her crying and worrying about me is not nice to see and upsets me ,so i have no choice but to fight this
anyway my challenge now is to sneak out to the pub (for a orange juice) without bev knowing
this could prove my hardest challenge to date :cry: let the challenge begin